Monday, March 31, 2003

Sprat says:
hey
M A T T--- says:
hey whats up?
Sprat says:
nothing
M A T T--- says:
kewl
Sprat says:
so you don't talk to me anymore i see
M A T T--- says:
Oh sorry about that I'm not glen.
Sprat says:
no i know....
M A T T--- says:
Kewl. Glen doesn't have a computer he comes to my place to check his stuff. He is my cous
Sprat says:
matt if you didn't want to bother with me then why did you tell me you were interested
M A T T--- says:
U seemed kewl and you lived close by
Sprat says:
i guess i got the hint the other night when you were looking the other way.. and the only reason you stopped was cause i said hi
Sprat says:
yeah now i know i'm blocked on your list
M A T T--- says:
yeah my diet is nutz I really didn't notice u with the vest on. i think u r the kewliest. but i don't wanna lead u on and shit
Sprat says:
man just say you want to be friends.. id understand...
M A T T--- says:
i wanted more than that. but then my sit started to change and I was looking like an asshole and didn't wanna lead you on to something I could handle.
Sprat says:
matt i wanted more too... and i know what the diet does to you and all... i know... i can honestly still like you for who you are cause i know how mentally hard it is...
M A T T--- says:
thats kewl you really kewl about shit kat.
Sprat says:
i've been thougha lot myself... just talk to me and i can understand... Matt i'd like to be there for you.... yah know when your mind starts fucking up and you need to chill... i'll talk to yah and help get you back on track.... Matt i still really like you and i'm willing to take the chance
M A T T--- says:
right on I just need time to work my shit out kloey. I may have to quit my job too. I have been working so much it's efffecting me
Sprat says:
yeah i know... i've been just waiting around to see if you were goign to chit chat with me for a bit... i know you've been working like a dog... Babe could you spare 30 mins.... not even that.. just to relax?
M A T T--- says:
yeah but I don't wanna lead you on and shit. i got a bad habit of doing that with people cause i have a problem telling my feelings
Sprat says:
well how about just being friends... for how ever long it takes you to feel up to it... i'm in no hurry.. i think your a great guy and well i know its hard with training.. i've been through similar.. i'll help you.... as a friend to a friend
M A T T--- says:
Awsome.
Sprat says:
but just talk to me when you can...
M A T T--- says:
i will for sure 100%
Sprat says:
i feel awful for making this nickname but i was worried
M A T T--- says:
I don't have u blocked! This is the first time I have been on under this name for a bit
Sprat says:
ohh thats name eh
Sprat says:
i had you blocked to see if you ever came online
Sprat says:
and i was online seconds b4 i came on this one.. i just wanted to check to see if you 'added' me
Sprat says:
so question
Sprat says:
why did you stray away from me?
M A T T--- says:
didn't want to lead you on and and hurt you in the process. I'm a retard when it comes to explaining my feelings
Sprat says:
so you don't want more
M A T T--- says:
It's not that I don't want. It's much worse It's I know I can't!you are awsome. my plate is too full.
Sprat says:
Well Sweety, lets be friends... whens your show? september? well i'll be around then as well.. so who knows....
M A T T--- says:
awsome. it's not just the show. it's aug 2nd in saint john. I have been fighting every night uptown. I'm fighting in an xfc even in may
Sprat says:
Ohhhhh i wanna see!!!
Sprat says:
eeek! i'm excited!
Sprat says:
matt i'm here for yah..... and well honestly i'm totaly up for the wait.. or the time... i think i like you to much.... i could have been with 3 guys these past few weeks... mighty sweet ass ones .. but i thought you were worth more of my time... i don't know... i'm on crack i guess
M A T T--- says:
awsome naa. u are real kewl and down to earth.
Sprat says:
i don' tknow what it is with you.. any other guy i'd walk right on by and forget... i guess you got a piece of me that time doens't matter to me