Sunday, May 11, 2003

Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.

Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
what the fuck
nice knockers..... says:
i'm fucked i still have strong feelings for you....
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
can I call you later?
nice knockers..... says:
but anyways no cause i don't know where my phone is
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
ok... well, I've always had strong feelings for you too, but to be perfectly honest, you fucked me over quite a few times
nice knockers..... says:
yeah a couple... youv've made me cry myself to sleep some nights too
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
listen I just don't know if I can deal with the heartbreak again... honestly, it REALLY hurts when you jerk me around
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
ask jared... that's why he was pissed off at me the other night
Rockwood! says:
i know.. he and i talked
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
it's not that I don't want to be with you, but, I know you, and I know you like to jump around
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I don't know why
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I mean come on... you know how I feel about you
Rockwood! says:
well if i found a guy who was i don' tknow.... i just wanna see whats round.. and well yeah.... i still have that note you wrote me
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
? which note is that?
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
the email?
Rockwood! says:
2 pages... hand written
Rockwood! says:
it was late when you were finishing it.. so it was getting messy at the end
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
yeah, that was quite a while ago
Rockwood! says:
yep.... i still read it every so often
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
so what are you trying to say?
Rockwood! says:
i have no idea
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
you don't want me to see other ppl?
Rockwood! says:
no...... the only reason i see other ppl is to try and get over you.. and all the shit i put you through... i've never been happy since
Rockwood! says:
i may say i am but i'm far from it....
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
look, kat, honestly you know me, and you know that I don't just sleep with anybody, whether I'm drunk or not
Rockwood! says:
i don't know.... i'm in (that L word) with you.... i can't take it anymore...
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
welcome to my world
Rockwood! says:
i can't talk abot this anymore...
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
how am I suppose to know this stuff if you don't talk
Rockwood! says:
it doesn't matter... i've put you through too much stuff
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
yeah... it's been over a year and I'm still crazy about you... what does that tell you... even with all the shit you put me through
Rockwood! says:
i think we are fuckin retarted
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
in a certain sense... yes
Rockwood! says:
i can't deal with a relationship now....
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
why not?
Rockwood! says:
i have too many on the go
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I can't deal with the loneliness
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
do you think that's easy?
Rockwood! says:
i don't know.. cause i have someone no matter what... guy or girl
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
well I don't... and I don't understand.... I don't know
Rockwood! says:
blargh
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I don't know kat... I mean, what am I supposed to do?
Rockwood! says:
move on
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
hold on a sec
Rockwood! says:
its crazy but i don't fucking know anymore
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
yeah same here... I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Rockwood! says:
were you happier when we weren't talking as mcuh?
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
was I?
Rockwood! says:
yeah
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
who told you that?
Rockwood! says:
i guessed
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
well you guessed wrong
Rockwood! says:
no one told me anything
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
well, it's not something I talked about with anyone
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I don't know kat
Rockwood! says:
i know.... cause i would have heard
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
fuck I finally meet someone I think I like, and drop this on me...
Rockwood! says:
marcel.... go for it....
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
and I don't mean that how it sounds
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
do you have any idea how much I like you... do you?
Rockwood! says:
i dont know.... but if you like somone... go for it see how it goes
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
if I followed that advice, I'd just be running after you
Rockwood! says:
me?
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
no, the other person I'm talking to right now
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
of course you
Rockwood! says:
well what about "fuck I finally meet someone I think I like, and drop this on me... "
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
who do you think I like more?
Rockwood! says:
me.. but try her
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
why are you telling me this kat... why now?
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
why after all these months
Rockwood! says:
cause the other night made me really think
Rockwood! says:
i figured i could move on.. dated lots of ppl and well nothing at all
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
yeah... I figured if I did nothing I'd forget about you... guess what didn't work?
Rockwood! says:
for over a year i tried this... nothingn at all many many nights i cried
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
yeah, same here... except I wasn't with a bunch of ppl
Rockwood! says:
guess what time i got home this morning
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I don't know
Rockwood! says:
9:30
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
and?
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
why are you changing the subject?
Rockwood! says:
i went to the "gm" right after and right to work.. ... i'm not... i have things in my life i have to straighten out.. and i don't want you involed with
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
well get ride of it and come back into my life
Rockwood! says:
i don't know.....i'm still attracted to you mentally... and well i know i'm self centered and well shit and its probably going to hurt you for me to say this.. but i'm not as attracted to you physically as i use to be
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
I confused
Rockwood! says:
yeah me too
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
look kat, do whatever you have to do, just try to be happy... you know, that's what I want... I know you're not happy right now, and that's what's bothering me... get your shit straight
Rockwood! says:
i don't know... i met somone.... i really like chillin with them and well they re easy to talk to... but the thing is.. its too close to kind
Marcel Dufour - Why are you glowing? says:
well I have to go... I have to think about alot of stuff, I'll talk to you later
Rockwood! says:
ok bye