Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Just Kat says:
yeah i'm depressed as fuck now
Devon says:
why?
Just Kat says:
i haven't talked about roger in months
Devon says:
talking about roger
Just Kat says:
yeah
Devon says:
well, you can't change anything, and instead of being depressed be happy for the time you had.
Just Kat says:
its the aftermath.... i chill with his rents to get closeure... but i still have nightmares
Devon says:
How long did you know him?
Just Kat says:
i met him last january
Just Kat says:
at tim hortons
Just Kat says:
outside having a smoke
Devon says:
so were you guys ever a couple?
Just Kat says:
nope
Just Kat says:
not that i know of.. we hung out a lot around this time last year but i never thought anything of it
Devon says:
I know some people who knew roger almost his whole life, and none of them are as tramatized as people that knew him for a brief period, thats really weird
Just Kat says:
well the weird thing is i met him a long time ago when he was with lori kilam.. casue i was good friends wih her younger sister julie ... and it was nice meeting him again after so long
Just Kat says:
it was last year when i really got to know him... it was just a bad time for me.. i was in the middle of mid terms.. had my birthday the night b4 and bam... i also lost a good friend earlier that year and roger talked me through it.. he was just a good friend
Devon says:
Hun I hope things don't ever get any worse for you
Just Kat says:
oh this isn't bad its just a bump... 5 years ago i had a bf killed by a drunk driver..
Just Kat says:
its life... things like this happen for a reason.... so all i can do is charish the goo dmoments i have with ppl.. everyone oes at sometime.. but its just sad that some are so soon
Devon says:
I don't know what to tell you
Devon says:
things happen quick, and life is always gonna be marred with tragedy, we have to take hold of ourselves and be strong, overcoming adversity tends to give us character and make us better.
Just Kat says:
some ppl take things outta context to have their own mental gains at others expense... i'm hapy with my life and i love every minute of it.. some ppl don't like that about me
Devon says:
And if we take a little bit of each person we meet, those people never really leave us, and we'll never be empty
Just Kat says:
hehe sandra told me that yesterday
Just Kat says:
i've got my head on my shouders and my mind is set... i love life... it just pisses me off when ppl try to hurt me or try to fuck up trust with me.. i don't have time for that... my heart is warm and i will share it wih my friends.. an stand up for them no matter what
Devon says:
you know something tho.
Devon says:
I would like to see the real kat a little more around the chatroom
Just Kat says:
well i don't think i'm goign into them much more... ppl will diss me for me thinking outta the box but relayig it to them as i'm in the box with them
Devon says:
yeah, well you should give people a chance to get to know you, I think your a sweetgirl once you get past all the big talking bullshit
Just Kat says:
nah thats really my wild side... and i'm talk until i feel i shoudl get to know the person and give them a chance.. its hard for me to trust
Just Kat says:
so not many know the real me.. casue if i don't trust them then why should i let them enjoy my thoughts
Devon says:
well thats too bad, because you might be surprised what could happen if you give people the proper chances
Just Kat says:
yeah i'll be a smart and freh piece of meat
Just Kat says:
fresh* i can't type eh
Just Kat who hates tests that you REALLY gotta study for says:
i'm too smart for my own good LOL